I dont know

I really don’t know what to write and for what to write. But I want to write that’s why I am writing. Do I really need a reason or issue to write for? This piece is for my self. I mean for myself. I really don’t know what I am writing. I am just writing what is coming in my mind even this line. Hmm…….. what else… what else… what else…? Yeah today I had diarrhea, two projects pending, submission and demo of projects on Friday, praying for visa. I don’t know what will happen? I want to celebrate New Year eve in Mumbai with my cousins but don’t have an idea I’ll get the visa or not. Never mind my papa tried a lot and during this process of trial I realize that how much my family cares about me. My brother went to Islamabad for my visa. My mom always soothes me that “don’t worry we’ll be in India by this time”. It doesn’t matter I go to India or not now.

I love you my family and I know they love me more than I do to them.

Believe me I even don’t know what I have written. I just put my mind on the page. And actually I am feeling better.